Inner Child Released From Prison

 Yesterday I spoke to my mother…

I have perceived a sense of indifference and impatience against me…

Perhaps she’s receiving negative feedback about my blog posts…

After I finish talking to her I sit for a while in silence….

I have followed my feelings deep down one by one…

I could sense that she’s not going to reconcile about my feelings…

I think what to do?

My Desires

I imagined my desires….

You can see my desires in my latest blog post “ desires of an unwanted child”…

I have filtered my desires with that of GOD…

One biblical verse comes to my mind…

“He who began a good work in you will carry it” Philippians 1:6

Finally

I have decided to move towards my desires, come what may…

Inner Child Released

Following the above decision I have decided to release my inner child who was in prison within me for the last 50 years…

He was imprisoned because of my peddamma’s(Adopted mother’s) spankings, insults, shaming and timeouts….

Here I want to tell one thing…

Every child under go more or less the same pain….

Every child suppress this under the subconsciousness…

Unless one recognizes this and addresses the pain the inner child doesn’t allow you to grow fully…

This is what we popularly call as self hate,  self denial, inferiority complex so on and so forth….

So!

BEN (Inner child) has been released…

Inner Child is in Action

He is in action…

He will not listen to any one …

Everyone has to listen to him….

He will not beg…

He knows his rights and how to get it…

He will exercise his rights…

Now he doesn’t care spankings, insults and shaming.

Even time-outs and withdrawals don’t deter him.

The only way to make peace with him is by giving an unconditional love.

He is exuberant…

The reason being!

Praveen + Ben

He’s backed by PRAVEEN.

Praveen could not be made to conform.

He did not accept outdated beliefs…

“Entrepreneurship is not for us...”

He came to this world to change this belief….

He has undertaken this Gods mission…

Now onwards BEN and PRAVEEN will work together following their desires…

So!

Get ready folks…

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