Ram – Apologies

 A few days back I have called my eldest brother-in-law over the phone….

He responded to my call and told me that he want to call back as is having his lunch…

I expected a call from him…

I have not received any call and perhaps he might be busy or forgotten…

Anyway!

Few months back I have received a marriage invitation from him…

Swarna also personally told me…

I did not attend this marriage….

Earlier also I did not attend the marriage of his brother’s daughter…

For the last four years I have been almost isolated from the rest of the world…

I am deeply engrossed in my business as KOBEN becomes my only priority…

Making KOBEN successful becomes a challenging task for me…

Why it is so challenging?

It is completely new field for me…

More than that I am unable to figure out the missing pieces of the puzzle in spite of working very hard and a prolonged period of time…

Figuring out missing pieces one by one and day by day has been taken away all my resources…

But anyway!

On the day when I called my brother-in-law, he comes to my mind suddenly….

As I’m thinking about him my heart beating raised…

I kept quiet for some time and observing my heart…

It is not coming to normalcy….

Then I could perceive a sense of thanklessness in my emotional body….

Tears are rolling down from my eyes….

The reason being….

Guiltiness of not reciprocating my love…

So to offer my apologies I called him on that day…

In any case today I want to offer my heartfelt apologies without any excuses….

– Praveenben

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