Unwanted Child Part – 2
Those who didn’t read the original article “An Unwanted Child” read it first then proceed with this article…
The long story in short:
Here are the FACTS ( They are not my opinions)…
Hope you know the difference between the fact and the opinion….
1. Chelli sent her first child to her Akka when he was just two years….
2. This child was raised by Akka till he became independent…
3. Akka not adopted this child legally….
4. Akka recorded in his school records under father name “Inapnuri Premaiah”
5. Premaiah garu said to be not agreed to put the name of Kotaiah garu as father…
(This one action caused series of humiliations in my education life and I want to cover this in another article)
6. This child doesn’t know who are his parents even today (i.e. even after 50 years)….
The core question:
Whose son am I?
Recent story
On the 30th of January 2015 I and my wife have been to Nandigma….
Before one day I told my mother to keep a separate room for me as my brother not responding to my calls…
The purpose of visit has two objectives…
1. Take some money to meet the urgent needs
2. And to discuss about the loan process that I have entrusted to her and my brother….
That day I had a long discussion with my Mummy…
I told everything that I have been telling to the world through this blog….
That night I had a peaceful sleep because I have ventilated all my emotions to her…
On 31st of January when I woke up, to my surprise my eldest sister and second sister has appeared before me….
I don’t know who called them and why they came to Nandigama…
We all sat together….
Then the discussion started….
Then I have raised the issue of my deep long pending emotional pain. i.e whose son am I?
My mother not answered the question…
Simply said that I quote
Since I did not get an answer to my question I have no alternative but to tell my opinion as regard to transfer of rights of the assets…
This is what I told
This is how the discussion ended on that day….
Perpetual deep emotional pain…
My mummy already given me money to meet the immediate cash flow needs…
And yet!
On that night I did not get the sleep….
I felt a deep pain in my heart…
Most of the night I am walking to and fro in the room….
The next morning we returned to Vizag…
My brother dropped us in the railway station…
While we are traveling to Vizag also, I felt no peace….
What I have discovered?
While my wife sleeping I have closed my eyes and listened to my heart…
It was beating heavily…
Gradually I have come a realization why my heart is still in stressful mode…
Did you know why my heart was heavier?
The answer is very simple…
The child who is crying inside me for 50 years didn’t get answer even today…
The unanswered question that traumatizing this child is…
Whose son am I?
After returned to Vizag as usual I turned to my work….
As usual I have imprisoned that child once again….
I have forgotten him as I started focusing on my work…
Why I am showing this child to this world now?
This child was locked in the prison within me for 50 years.
He was never given bail to come out.
Now I have crossed 50 years…
I am intuitively feeling that if I keep this child imprisoned any further, it is going to affect my health….
It is also going to affect mummy and other family members…
A simple soul doesn’t understand this…
Only the people who are having highest consciousness can understand this…
Whether you believe or not this is the reality….
And however, I will give the proof…
If you search in internet you find 100s of 1000s of such reports…
Example of our own close relative?
Take the example of Prabhu Kumar…
( He was a close relative of my father – in – law…)
Now I was told that he was in hospital….
What I say may shock you….
None of the treatments can solve his problem…
No religious preachings can solve his condition…
The root cause of his problem is unresolved emotional conflicts…
The only way to get back his health is resolving the inner emotional conflicts…
(There are a whole lot of psychological techniques to deal with this problem. I want to cover them in my future articles)
Unwanted child blogging continues?
Many people thinking that I may not continue this for long…
But that is not correct…
Then the question comes…
How long does it continues?
The answer is obvious…
Until my mother accepts me as her son ….
A simple word doesn’t sufficient for me…
I need a complete change of her mind…
She has to understand my pain from the bottom of her heart ..
Benefits of this blog
Benefits to me:
It ends the emotional pain of the inner child who was imprisoned within me…
The possible chronic diseases can be prevented…
I can live enjoying the love of my mother…
I can make this entrepreneurial journey successful….
Many other companies may come up….
Benefits to my mother:
Realization of me as her son solves all her inner emotional issues also….
She can also enjoy the love of his son…
Her longevity increases…
She can enjoy watching my progress as an entrepreneur…
She can feel proud of my achievements…
What else brings more happiness to the parents than their child living the big dream?
Benefits to the sisters:
If you see the whole picture you understand how it benefits them…
First they have to acknowledge, realize and feel the following facts…
1. We are all born from the same womb…
2. We are all carrying the same genes…
3. We are all carrying the same flesh and bones…
4. We are carrying the same blood…
4. We are all carrying the same biology….
5. In nutshell, we are all one…
So, the obvious conclusion is if I get benefited they also get benefited….
I have demonstrated this with the deeds not with my words…
I don’t need to remember what I have done….
Benefits to the other family members and society as a whole:
Since the issue under discussion is relating to emotions, everyone can connect with these issues…
I foresee the following benefits…
1. Parents can understand how children effect with their actions….
2. Parents can express even more love to their children…
2. Parents can feel even more responsible towards their children…
3. Children can come even more close to their parents…
4. Children also learn how to face the life challenges watching a successful man…
Note: I have not used the word ‘successful’ to boast about myself…Achieving Group1 success is a dream to many people even today. Watching entrepreneurial journey changes their mind for good)
The bottom-line…
The unwanted child serial continues till the climax…
So don’t miss any episode…
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